Yesterday was the last day being in the the same HCL class as Guin, Meiling and Claudia

:(

I get really nostalgic looking at our really dumb and funny pictures :D

I feel particularly talkative these few days. So much to say to my friends, yet so limited .. time/words/concentration! Haha.

I feel what is beyond sad tonight, the lack of ability to understand people. And times when I do, there's no one to confirm that I understood them correctly. There's a true fear within me all the time, the fear that nothing, no friendships, no relationships, nothing can work out for me.

And, that sucks big time.

Imagine life without all the ppl I love (except my family). I guess I would be much happier. It's actually quite sad after 15 years 11 months and 29 days of my life, I can't love someone wholeheartedly. Because so far, I havent found someone ready to accept my love, not any of my friends, and definately not you.

That sucks too.